I don’t want to be your number one. Number one implies that theres a number two and maybe a number three.
I want to be your ONLY one

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Done!!

Correction suda di buat...
Besok adegan memburu sv dan 2nd examiner...
hahaha...dapatkah btmu??..
hope dapatla...
n hrp2 da xda da correction...
nda larat suda...

Sedikit happy sbb kerja2 hampir siap....

In d bad mood...~~~

I Hate That I Love You...

act,not in a good mood to update my blog...
too many things in my mind now...
wlupn da bis xm...
tp msh srbut...
I need some time for myself...
I need rest for myself..
STOP thnking bout others...
Im gonna update my blog as soon as i get my mood back...

Monday, April 26, 2010

SAYA....~~~

Saya SUKA;-
-coklat...forrero rocher & cadbury hazelnut
-kasut
-handbag
-rose merah
-butterfly
-shopping
-Ayam Goreng
-tdo
-baca novel
-geget jari
-bantal....tdo ngan byk bantal...
-white gold....
-kumpul baju tdo...hhahha
-tgk wayang....
-buah-buahan


Saya NDA SUKA;-
-ular...euwwww geliii....
-makan sayur2 kcuali masakn mak..haha..ada pengecualian
-perokok....


Saya NDA BLH HDUP TANPA;-
-Hp
-Laptop
-Kasih syg dr org yg tsyg...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Carrier Fair @PISA & Makan2 @ Rumah Cken..~~~

jimmie xda sbb jadi jurukamera..hehee..sian...

Agenda:
Pergi carrier fair dgn niat mau job hunting....
pergi bsama sya2,syazni,pau and wawa...

kemudian singgah tesco sungai dua,makan2...
saya hnya makan kek shj sbb da lama ngidam..hehe..

after that...going to umah cken for makan2...
d sana..saya makn byk..haha..
pwt smpi kmbung..:-p
apa2 pn thanx ya cken...

lps tu..htr ct syazni p penang central coz dia nak balik KB...
head back to campus & sleep...hahaha....

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Yang Terindah...~~~

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah




"We don’t choose the person we fall for or get attracted with. We couldn’t feel it at first unless we see ourselves bleeding." 

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

EEM421/4-Quality Techniques..~~~

Akhirnya.....
Hari yg dinanti2 kini tba...
Final exam for my final semester in usm...
yeah..!!!...
Wish me best of luck ya...
If I pass this..
Means I can graduate..
And for now,I still awake..
Study for my first and final paper...
Semngt btmbh bla ada yg teman..yeah!!..
Thanx...

To all myfrenz....
GOOD LUCK!!!


"When dreams won’t fit our eyes, they fall and become tears"

Monday, April 19, 2010

Happy Birthday Sally & Dhilla...~~~

Sally & I @ bowling 2010

wif dhilla @ mid few years ago...miss u a lot my frenz...


Happy bday to u...
Happy bday to u...
Happy day to sally & dhilla..
Happy bday to u...
yeah....

sally da 23 tahun...
so,bla mau ada gf??..hahaha...
calon ada suda dpn mata..hahaha
Sally ni aku kenal since first lagi..
kami kenal dlm kelas Bm...
ingat ag tak sally??..
masa tu aku pnggl dia ekin..
saja jak..aku suka kawn ngan dia..best..
dia jgk yg kenalkan aku pada hadi budak sabah murtad tu..
hahaha...bongok btul..
dorg tu kwn bek..smpi skng..
smpi org kata dorg tu gay..
n aku ngan dia konon2 laki binila..
tp da bcerai..siap talak 10 ag..
hahaha..besala..bdak2 ag..gurau2..
starting msuk 2nd yr..ktrg mula krg rpt..
aku pn nda tau napa..
n startng 3rd yr..kami mula bek smula..
dia org yg prasaan aku moody n sorg2 ms 3rd yr..
thanx frenz..aku ingt teda yg pduli suda kan..
tp u still there..n i still here 4 u..
n ms 4th year ni..
kami smkin akrab balik..
kuar sama2..lepak sama2 wlupn nda slalu la...
n ni la usia pshbtn kta..4 thn blalu..
wish u have a happy life aftr diz..
bff forever...

dhilla suda 22 thn..
wish u luck slalu..
happy slalu..
cpt2 kawen..
Dhilla adalah kawn since sek menengah..
dr form 1 smpi form 5 classmate..
dia yg plng kecik atr ktrg b3,aku,annie n dilla..
tp dia jgk yg plng bijak..
hehe..budak kecik..
nnt bla suda grad as doctor..
jgn lupa rawat scra pcuma..hehe
diz mei kt jumpa ya...
hope free la cik doctor..

Final Exam Starting Today..~~~

Pejam celik pejam celik...
hbs suda study week...
skng ni exam week suda dtg...
today adalah ari pertama exam...
so,guys GOOD LUCK for first paper ya...
sem ni,aku ambl satu jak paper...
mypaper diz tuesday,petang 2.15pm...
EEM421-Quality Techniques
tmpt nda tau ag..hahaa..
punya la sadis kan sbb satu paper jak..
jadual xm pn nda d download...haha
tp nda pa..emma ada...my reminder...
apa2 pn to all my frenz..
Good Luck for our Final Xm...
For our Final Sem..


"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever"

...

Never say goodbye when u still want to try, never say u don't love that person anymore when u don't really want to let go


I try to let go..but everytime i want to let it go...
he keep trying to come back..
he keep doing it..
yes..i do love him...
but...how long i can be like diz..
im start to afraid that im gonna hate him..
im staring not to trust him...
please...
dun wait until i have diz all in myheart..
i just wan an ordinary love story..
just u and me...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Love~~~

"Love is easy to feel but so hard to explain, easy to get but so hard to let go"

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Viva Voce....~~~

Seksa fyp da lepas...td pagi @10am,aku viva dgn Mr.N n Dr.W...
neves gilak..firstly trasa jgk la confident..
yela..da pnh gak present dpn my sv sblm ni..
tp ntah napa,kali ni sgt truk..
xrasa mcm viva pn..
soalan demi soalan kena..
smpi tduduk n bdiri ms tu..
xtau nk jawab apa da smpi...
hmmm...so,i think diz is not d best viva i ever had..
but diz is the worst viva in entire life in usm...
but its ok..its already past...
now,i need to correct my thesis..
too much thnk to do..
but,i will only do diz after my xm diz 20th...
study for final...
ooo ya..bcoz tlalu frust ngan viva td..
aku off laptop ngan tdak eloknya...men cabut jak..
last2 laptop bt hal..hmpr kena format balik..
nsb da ok..i love u lappy..
n shud be happy...


 "Even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of NEVER trying "

Friday, April 16, 2010

Hurt...~~~

" If you LOVE someone until it hurts,
 there can be no more hurt, 
only more LOVE... "
btul ka??..hahaha.gilak..

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Menjadi siualan...~~~


Pesanan Buat Kekasih
 

Sewaktu kau melangkah
Meninggalkan diriku
Sebaknya rasa di dalam dadaku
Menahan titis air mata

Ingin aku berpesan
Kepadamu kekasih
Sekiranya engkau merinduiku
Hubungilah aku di sini


Jika ada kesilapanku
Maafkanlah diriku oh sayang
Dan izinkan aku bertanya
Mengapa kau berubah hati

Kiranya kau ada penggantiku
Tetapi hidupmu tak bahagia
Relaku memaafkanmu
Dan menerimamu sayang

Walaupun hatiku kau lukai
Namunku masih menyayangi
Kerana sehingga waktu ini
Cintaku masih untukmu

Oh sayang di mana kau berada
Janganlah kau lupakan aku
Ingatlah aku walau sesaat
Seorang insan yang terluka



mengapa lagu ni kan???...hahaha...ni smua slh deha...marah deha cpt..
dia yg mbuatkan ati aku tgerak utk dengar lagu ni...
lagu ni mmg bst..xpnh tprasan plak lirik lagu ni mcm ni kan...
act,da lama nk dgr...tp xsmpt2..hahaha...mlm ni baru tdgr kan..
sungguh menyayat ati...suda bkali2 aku ulang lagu ni..
hahaha...deha kata aku gila bayang...xda maknanya...bayang yg gila kat aku...hahahaha...
aku pam deha...aku pam prasaan adek ko tu...xpa2..
kt sbg yg lebih tua..patut memahaminya..ecece...
prasaan sndri pn xleh nk handle..nk bg nasht kt org kan...
btw deha....i xnk bmadu ngan u...xsnggp ok...
wlu u offer pn...Madu tu nmpk je manis...tp skali kt tlan baru tau pahitnya..
so plzzz...jgn la...i dun like madu2...its hurt..believe me..
dun ever2 try it....






"Why do we always reject those who love us & love someone who doesn’t love us in the first place? We simply enjoy being HURT" 

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Again...~~~

Sekian lama terpisah
Akhirnya bertemu

Mengenang dosa

Mengenang rindu
Dan ternyatalah
Cintaku yang satu...
oh oh...


Kau kekasih awal dan akhir
Kau kekasih zahir dan batin
Setelah ku sedari

Cintamu yang abadi



dua tiga arini..asyk bait2 lagu ni la yg bmen kat kepala otak ni...
 aku pn xtau napa..
tb2 je ia singgah kat kepala ni n bibir ni mula bsiul..
aiyooo...this song make me remind somthng...
i do love diz song but its make me sad...
its d first n d last for me..
btw thanx even its just one time from u..


"Sometimes, each time we try to forget somebody, the HARDER we try...
 we actually fall in love deeper with him/her...
 Weird..."

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I Dun Understand Myself....~~~


y i still care bout u...
y i still here for u..
y i cant let u go...
y???

y u must stay here wif me??
y u still wif me??
i know..u heart still there..
but y u r here??
tell me..

plzz...
i juz dun wan to keep hoping..
i juz dun wan to keep hanging..

i know...u know...
we both know...
i have u...u have me..
but,there's still no us..

i keep telling myself..
u r not mine..
i keep telling u...
i will let evrythng go..

but..
in d end..
i still cant decide to do it..
as long as we still stick like diz..
its an imposible i can let everythng go...


hmmm...wat diz means??..
a play game??..
oooohh...i really dunno...
plz tell me...
am i a stupid??..


im waiting but not hoping....


my word for today...:-

1) "Letting go doesn't mean u give up. Sometimes it falls perfectly just after letting go"


2)"I think you're a fool, if you just don’t want to expect anything, but you’re still willing to wait"



3)"There are some things in life that are just not worth rushing. Especially, something that u wish would last FOREVER"

Monday, April 12, 2010

My Bday..~~~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

10 4 10 Nite...~~~

Haaa...ni la gmbr semasa farewell party aka 10 4 10 nite...
ni adalah d atr gmbr2 yg ada...
len kali baru upload kt fb..
tenet mcm siput..
hehehehe..
by d way...
sy btuah sbb dpt cabutan btuah...jarang nk btuah..hehehe...:-p

its me ejan....

me & faa


wif chinese frenz n jimmie,hadi n sally...

me...miew ying...emma


emma...faa...me

saya menang cabutan btuah..hehee..tima kaseh...


me & hadi aka my d...hahaha

Queen of d nite??...huhu

emma...syuhad aka kiwi aka gemok...me

EE batch 2006-2010..
sebahagian yg hadir mlm itu.....
selamanya terbaekk....

Perkara menarik berlaku malam itu:-
8.10pm...perarakan masuk...wah..masuk alah2 red carpet...siap ada sesi bgmbr..hhehe..register nama n ambl cenderahati..

malam tu aku duk semeja dgn faa..emma...yon..pok leh...azmil...panjang..pa an..

duk bdekatan ngan makanan..hahaha...motif-snang ambl makanan...

sesi cabutan btuah yg ptama merupakan saat btuah bg aku..hahaha...92868(matrix num)...2 kali sbt baru la ak u prasan tu number aku..hahaha..yeah...!!aku btuah..hahaha

lps tu..sesi jamuan makan...apa lagi..melantak la...
mknan blh dikatakan dlm rate Good..
huhuhuh...
semasa makan...ktrg dsajikan dgn slide show dan juga live band...
antara artis malam itu ialah....:-
umi
aya
hilmi
jimmie
andy
thanx 4 u all pnya keberanian...tnpa korg xmeriahla majlis mlm tu...

pastu sesi cabutan btuah ag n psmbhan dr pd chinese student...
n then....pnympaian award....

1)the hotest girl-faa
2)the coolest guy-hilmi
3)the outstanding person kot lau xslp-yong ying...

ooo ye....pemenang hadiah utama cabutan btuah-haziq...dia dpt dvd player..nakkkkkkkk..hahaha

n last award is Queen & King of d nite..
pemenang memenangi set comforter sorg satu..wah...lena tdo mlm ni..hahah
Queen-feera..ala2 ladi gaga kata dorg..
King-thinaraj...ala2 MJ ..hehehe...

Majlis penutup-diakhiri dgn psmbhn dr ery n andy dgn lagu hero...

sblm balik...sesi photography bsama2 d lobi...

d end of the nite.....


" See what you have now, past never comes back but future can give your lost things back "

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